VOID

When the raindrops fall down on my window glasses, when the bright moon lights up the whole world, I stare blankly at the sky remembering you and the void that is there in my heart after you were gone…..

The way our life gets filled up with so many people and their memories , likewise our life also gets empty in their absence accelerated by those beautiful memories shared with them…Every night when I return to my room , when I face the real me who struggled whole day keeping up the smile , I break down…The memories haunt me …It kills me every night a bit…When my playlist plays your favourite songs, when your memories compel me to see your pictures…that’s when I realize my life has become a complete void in your absence….Sometimes I keep staring on my phone hoping that it’ll beep once and I will get your goodnight texts which I used to get everyday ….

Just after the day I walked away from your life, the next morning I typed ‘Good morning’ and was about to send you, then I realized this can’t be done anymore …After that day, neither do I send those messages nor I get those….

Love can fill your empty heart and the void but it can also make one…My life became an example of that…People are many to fill the void of my dead soul with love but to make it alive, only the one who has created the void is required….

Go Forth

Your life is your life,

Don’t let it be clubbed into Gang submission               Be on the watch,for there are ways out,                         there’s light somewhere,It may                                        not be much bright but it beats the darkness….

Your life is your life,

For God will offer you chances..                                        Know them,take them,keep them,                                   know it while you have it..                                               You can’t beat Death , but you can beat                          Death sometimes and the more often                            you learn to do it the more high                                      there will be..

Your life is your life,

Love it while you have it                                                      you are marvellous ,the gods                                            wait to delight in….

Flashback

Sometimes I lose myself in the ocean of memories which surrounds you..They sink me to those depths of my past which tear me up yet.

Life is an experience of memories made my people-some of them are permanent while the rest just comes in our life to extend the time we need to be stronger…

Yes, yes i still get flashbacks of those moments of ours where you treated me like a kid and pampered me with all the love and care you can give…Your voice, your laugh, your every single annoying behavior still makes me smile whenever I’m sad..Your positivity still motivates me when I’m giving up on life..After we got departed, somewhere I lost my existence…My name, my smile, my life , everything holds no meaning for me..Still my ear miss your voice when you used to call my name …My smile still search for those reasons which you used to give that instantly brightened my mood..You are in my veins and yes, I still get flashback of our moments…

You were like the ocean in my life which made me alive and beautiful…You did hurt me…hurt me a lot but you did made me feel special…a lot…Life can never turn out the way it was but I believe some paths are meant to be blocked so that we don’t stumble upon those paths which will make our heads down…But yes, I still get flashback of our moments…

Yes,I lost a part of myself rather my soul…And yes a part of myself died..But unlike you, I loved you..loved you with all I have and I too can’t lessen the intensity even if I want to…You always used to tell me I’m your firefly who doesn’t leave you and always lights up your path in the dark…You always used to say that I’m your bestest friend and important person in your life …Well, you proved your words through your gift..The parting gift you gave me is an incomplete life to live…..